scorpio

Transformation is extremely difficult...

And in comes Scorpio

Scorpio season is upon us.. At 6pm(cst) - The sun shall leave harmonious airy Libra and enter the darker waters of Scorpio. Then on Tuesday, Mercury will follow the Sun into Scorpio. Scorpio scene? Think Halloween. Death, darkness, sex, our 'shadow side' desire, control issues, paranoia, strength, modivation, other people's resources, tranformation, obsession, jealousy. There is a reason we celebrate ghosts and goblins at this time of the year. For some, it can be a time of trying to control others or getting things out of others instead of just doing it for ourselves- although most of us cannot survive without the support of others. It's not always monetary, but can be in emotional or friendly support as well. Scorpio energy can be paranoid, suspicious or wary of others at first, but once trust is established it is a very loyal energy. The downside is a negative all-or- nothing attitude and a desire to control those around you. Also revenge or the desire of it, is common. The upside is emotional strength, seeing between the lines or underneath it all and the ability to transform. Death is nothing but a transfer of energy to a different consciousness. But we don't have to die to transform ourselves. If there are things about life or yourself you desire to change, the next few weeks are favorable for it.

Friday, October 21 Moon aspects

Advise caution between 12 and 4 pm today, for the moon in Cancer will oppose Pluto and then Mars in Capricorn in between those hours. Oppositions can cause obstacles with other people and/or plans,while the moon in Cancer can be quite moody and emotional. Pluto can be our sense of control while Mars is our ability for action or anger. It's really not a good combination... perhaps lay low during this time?

Tuesday, Wednesday Chaos, Government Upheaval ?

We are in for a rough couple of days. October 19, Wednesday - Mars will conjunct Pluto in the sky. This can be an explosive energy. Rage, accidents, and ego disputes will rise in frequency. This would be a good time to take action (Mars) to transform (Pluto) something in your life that needs changing, otherwise the universe or someone else may force the change upon you. They will conjunct together in the sign of Capricorn ... think business, reputation, depression, higher authority, government, responsibility and/or structures in your life, for they could be the areas of concern for a confrontation.  On a world level, this can mean even more upheaval concerning the governments and elites of this world. Since Mars entered Capricorn September 27 -already in Turkey, they elected their first president last Thursday and are creating a "new government". That part has me quite curious as our last presidential debate occurs on the evening of the Mars/Pluto conjunction... should be interesting. The conjunction is exact in the early morning hours but lasts way thru into the day.  Then, the following morning October 20, Wednesday- Mercury in Libra will oppose Uranus in Aries. This can bring surprises or sudden upsets concerning ourselves versus others, (or relationships)enemies, justice, and the law.  Unexpected news or conversations can occur as well. The moon will be in Gemini throughout most of this(which is ruled by Mercury)- so all will be more verbal throughout this and gossip could run rampant..there could be computer, phone, car, or other technology problems as well. I would proceed carefully for people's words and attitudes will be unpredictable (even to them) -- if you lucky enough to have good aspects in your own chart which can protect you, sit back and watch the probable chaos in the world and those around the next few days. Try to remember, they are unaware of the influence directing them...  Best of Luck---

Full moon conjuncts Uranus-Oct. 16

Coming upon a Full moon again, all that I have read says it will be a tumultuous one. The moon resides in Aries, the sign of self and personal aggression. For some, this will be a great time to express yourself- if you are usually subdued, you will have the strength and confidence to let yourself out. For the most A type already aggressive personalities, I'd advise caution. Impatience, selfishness and tempers can be at an all time high. It is volatile for it conjuncts Uranus at almost the exact same time that it is officially full and opposes the Libra Sun. Uranus causes unexpected and unpredictable behavior..Many will feel a need to express their individually despite any cost or consequence. I can only imagine what will occur to those that go out on Saturday night and drink, for it occurs between 10 pm and 12 am. Probably  better to stay in this night. Find a way to express your uniqueness in a constructive manner and without drama. I would say just to bed early, but sometimes, a lot of the time it can be hard to sleep during a full moon.... Best wishes

Warning---

Around midday tomorrow- Mercury squares Mars- this can be notorious for accidents and temper problems... watch your irritation level tomorrow ( the 13th- that is never good) Try to have patience with others and yourself for anger could be high-level. Been warned. End of Story..

Realization

Realized today that since Uranus entered my 3rd house of communication, I have lost my voice twice..,perhaps it is a manifestation of the Truth. Why , if it is not Heard anyway?

The Saturn cycle and psychiatric drugs..

I'm not sure if I have covered this before but it is a major situation when it comes to life and astrology. It is the Saturn cycle. The Saturn cycle is a 7 year cycle connected to anything you do or start. Basically, something begins and 7 years later it goes thru a testing period called the 'Saturn square' - which is where Saturn makes a 90 degree angle to the position it was at that time, or 7 years ago. It is quite difficult. Something started can be a relationship, a business, a partnership, a job or even and especially your or someone else's life itself. When it comes to life, the ages of 7, 14, 21, 28- etc. will be trying times and important milestones in your life. I'll give some examples... when I was 14, was the first time I considered suicide concerning my life. I didn't understand why everything felt so awful at the time. When I was 21, I was so depressed that I made myself sick --no one could figure out what was wrong with me and it took a year to find I was just stressed out and depressed and ended up being put on antidepressants- (more on that to come) At the age of 28-29- the "Saturn return" which is where Saturn returns to the spot where it was when you were born, - I became pregnant for the first (and only) time. Lo and behold, I have Saturn in Cancer - the sign of family and motherhood. Recently someone was complaining about the way their granddaughter was acting, so I ask, How old is she? And she says "14". I had dinner with a friend on Friday and she was talking about her ex-husband, and I was like " how long were you two together?" she says "7 years". I have had 2 long term relationships in my life and they both ended on the 8th year. I had a coworker recently who's cousin in another state went crazy and killed her two young kids afterwards babbling about religious things to her brother but not making much sense. She was having her Saturn return in Sagittarius, the sign of religion and the higher mind. This is just a few, I see it all the time.. My final example will be my beautiful son. When he hit 7 years old, he would go into rages. He destroyed classrooms, he got kicked out of 3 daycares. He was incredibly strong and impossible to control. So on came therapists, counseling... he missed a lot of school, got sent home a lot, got into fights with other kids. Looking back on it and the talks I had with him at the time-- every time he felt he was being misunderstood by people and did not know how to make people understand how he was feeling and why.  ( He was born with Chiron-the wounded healer in his 3rd house of communication and early education like me, guess I passed on the gene? ) Anyway- back to antidepressants -- they said my son had Asperger's syndrome and ADD (attention deficit disorder) and prescribed medication that was basically in my opinion synthetic speed. I tried to fight it, but no one would listen to me (3rd house-chiron) I tried to give it to him a couple of days and he went zombie-like, not laughing or smiling and seemingly 'not really there' - so I quite giving it to him against everyone else's advice- but lied to them all and said I was. Few weeks later - " oh he is doing so much better" - they said... I'm thinking " what a fucking joke " (of them, not my son). What I knew but they didn't was that he was going thru his Saturn square year and would be fine eventually on his own. But , could I tell them that? No. Anyway I am sharing a link about how bad psychiatric drugs are.. for any that don't know. It is like society says we are not allowed to have any feelings or be anything but happy all the time, so here- take this pill. Like in the video I too feel there are electric shocks going thru my body whenever I don't take my meds correctly or try and stop them. When I was in my 20's and tried to tell doctors about this they dismissed me and treated me like I was crazy. I am fixing to get off of them anyway. Wish me Luck and remember the seven year cycle as you and your loved ones travel thru this sometimes confusing life - xoxoxoxo  p.s. my son is happy and healthy now and doing great, I am so glad I didn't listen to them..

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Disturbing WeekEnd ?

Changes are ahead. Come tomorrow morning, October 7- Friday , Mercury will leave it's long trek through Virgo finally and enter Libra. Perhaps now we can put some of our health concerns lately behind us. Mercury will not be alone as the Sun resides in Libra right now along with Jupiter. Main concerns for most in the next few weeks will be our relationships with others. I noticed more critical moods from people during Mercury's stay in Virgo. Now people will be more diplomatic, fair and desire harmony above criticism (thank goodness). However tomorrow there may well indeed be conflict, I am afraid. Between 1-2 pm (cst) The sun in Libra will square Pluto in Capricorn... I'm am wondering what this may signify with all the politics lately considering government is ruled by Capricorn and the law is ruled over by Libra--Or with Pluto ruling death, and the Sun our life energy, I fear for those affected by the coming hurricane... But that aside, on a personal level people's desire to be in control will be compounded with ego conflicts emerging. Intense experiences will happen and deep seated fears could arise out of the subconscious... The moon has been in Sagittarius the last 2 days but will leave and enter more somber Capricorn after 4pm. With Mars and Pluto being in Capricorn right now I suspect it could be a rough weekend. As far as Friday goes, the moon will square mercury shortly after entering Capricorn after 5:30 pm- This can cause emotions to color your thinking making rational decision making difficult, some may even be drawn to tears, communication problems could arise or some could receive unwanted news. Now that I have bummed everyone out, A positive note, October 10-11, Monday evening into Tuesday- Mercury will conjunct Jupiter in Libra. This will bring happiness, good news, and optimism especially concerning relationships or anything to do with the law or partnerships. Also, the moon will leave Capricorn and enter the lighter air sign of Aquarius Monday morning. So rough waters tomorrow as well as some difficulty through out the weekend, but the start of next week looks BRIGHTER----

Our loss of energy

Jupiter in Virgo (the last year) - Everything needs cleaning, find the faults, fix the problems, steam clean, scrub the wall.. analyze everything that occurs until your satisfied, feel mentally frazzled--- Jupiter in Libra now and for the next year- Wait, what? No don't go away, I don't want to be alone. Clean something-- Can't I just sleep forever instead?.. No? well that is not Fair.. concessions to you equal concessions to me- all must be fair and in harmony..